| ughhh so i need to write about this before i can finish any homework because lately its been all ive been thinking aboout. ughhhhhhhhhhh. so matt has been semi-talking to me. like enough to make me liek him again. but i know i shouldnt like him, and i know i shouldnt want anything with him but i do. even just to be good friends. i really wanna talk to him and let him know how i feel, but like, i dont wanna initiate conversation or seem desperate. and i cant talk to anyone about this because no one knows that im talking to him. and i dotn know what to dooooooooooooooo. i need someones opinion but i know that everyone is going to be like you should do that to yourself. but i know i need to get over him. adkjfiauwefhkjahsdfiluhadwkjfhads. i think hes easing himself back into me, because i think he likes me again too maybe, because when he talks to me hes kinda firty. i know i shouldnt even give him the time of day, but i cant help myself.
he has me manipulated =[ |
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| im proud of myself but at the same time it hurts. |
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